| So... It is true then...
I am shattered. I can't bear the thought of you with someone else. I tried very hard to hold back my tears. I kept saying all I wanted was for you to be happy. But my heart is bleeding. I am absolutely shattered.
I feel so hopeless. I feel I have nothing left in this world. I keep reminding myself all the bad things I did to you, and I deserve this. The truth, however, is too cruel for me to bear.
I only have one thought on my mind. I want to die. |
| |
| Whether it's true or not. It doesn't matter anymore.
Let me get my life together. |
| |
| HK is much better than i thought, enjoying every single minutes of it. |
| |
| God damnit, i cant handle this anymore! All these f**king exams!
Mood is extremely bad. No words can describe my bad bad mood. Want to kill somebody!
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
|
| |
| After a period of inactivity, i think it's time for me to add something so that people who do look at this blog (I doubt there're many) will have some idea of what I've been up to lately.
1. Exams coming up: tax + bf @ 14th Sept. Can I handle it?
2. Going back to HK straight after that and will remain there for 3 weeks. Cant wait man!
3. Still have quite some time to go before I can leave UK for good!
On a brigther note, I think I have left her behind me now and can look forward to another life. Reborn is a good word! haha
Life is good afterall.
btw if u want a constant update of what i've been up to, look here: http://spaces.msn.com/members/edkeung/ |
| |